Would like to terminate this blog, but maybe it will serve a purpose after all

Marie died last summer on the very day I sent out letters to 22 people, only one of whom answered.

Marie was beautiful to the end. It was so strange to watch the odd lack of support to her need for treatment. I wrote to Oprah and Michael Moore, the London Times, BBC, and all those very conscientious people.

It is possible they sensed the awful senselessness of it all, futility. Death is in my opinion a scheduled even from before birth.

Marie did say to me that she wasn't going anywhere. I do feel her presence often and am very uplifted by it when I let her in.